He was the kind of person whom you could tell at first
glance was trustworthy. Sharply dressed, with a Bible at his desk and an
immediate smile, his visage made me turn to my sister and say “I like this
kid.”
Our Southeastern team was preaching at a school. We spent
our two weeks traveling around Kampala, preaching and ministering in schools,
hospitals, and prisons, and, though our programs had to be flexible to meet the
specific needs of where we were to be speaking, we held greatest importance and
focus on preaching Jesus, no matter what. We presented the Gospel wherever we
went – even if it wasn’t in the “job description,” per se.
By that, I refer to the school where I met this boy, whose
name is Henry. For most of the schools we visited, we came into offer a program
of career guidance, counseling, and a session on HIV/AIDS, which was
abstinence-focused. Those are the topics on which we spoke at every school, and
the outlets through which many headmasters gave us a significant audience,
carved out of the students’ rigorous daily schedule.
It wasn’t an act of deception that most schools let us in as
counselors and not as preachers, but there were occasional misunderstandings
whereby our team was called out for presenting the Gospel message. The most memorable
of instance occurred at Henry’s school which, coincidentally, was almost
entirely under Muslim leadership.
It was not a Muslim school (though we did visit a few of
those later), but the majority of the administration were devout followers of
Islam. This is not a problem, apparently, until you begin to preach the Gospel
of Jesus Christ to their students.
Going in, we knew the circumstances of the school’s
leadership. We were generally unconcerned – rightfully considering the fact
that the faith of the individual students is their own decision to make, and
expecting that the headmaster and others would respect that.
So we went about the program as normal. We divided into
smaller groups and split into different classrooms. I had the happy blessing of
being in Henry’s classroom.
Though the room was brimming with hundreds of students
seated a dozen to a desk bench, Henry was front and center. I knew we were
going to get along when he smiled at our team warmly and seemed politely
attentive – a trait that cannot be under-appreciated in a room packed with that
many students.
We went through our program, giving talks about picking
careers and staying dedicated in school, committing to abstinence and avoiding
HIV. In between talks, just to keep the attention of the room and have some
fun, our Ugandan colleague asked one of us to lead a song.
It was loud in there, and we were losing the students’
attention fast. So I hiked up my long skirt and hopped onto a desk at the front
of the room. I taught the classroom a lively song about the power of Jesus,
which I often pull out in these situations, that I absolutely love. It’s full
of larger-than-life actions, inhospitable key changes, and requires one to make
a fool out of oneself to teach it properly.
So, as I taught the room, and we fed off each others’
energy, I asked for any student participants to volunteer to hop up next to me
on the desk and perform the song with me.
Any takers?
Just when I was getting worried that every one of those
hundreds of kids would be “too cool” to get down to this song with me, Henry’s
hand shot up in the first row. He and another girl got right up there with me
and we had a blast – he sang at the top of his lungs, not necessarily on-key,
but with all his heart. I was actually taken aback by the joy he seemed to find
in the words of the song.
But that’s not the last time Henry came through for me. I
was set to be the one preaching that day, and I had a man to translate for me,
but I wanted to have my passage read in Lugandan as well as English, just to
make sure that everything was clear to the audience. Henry was the only student
who had a Bible, that I could see. Though it took a few tries to adequately
communicate what I was asking him to do, when he finally understood, he hopped
right up there next to me and read the passages I asked him to.
I talked about identity that day. I talked about the fact
that the image and inscription that God puts on is His own name, and we owe Him
ourselves, in the same way that we are to “give Caesar what is due Caesar, and
God what is God’s.” However, though we are like the coin that belongs to God,
sometimes we get lost. Luckily, God cherished the “lost coin” so much that He
gave a parable about it. He longs for us to come back to Him so deeply that He
tears the house apart looking for the single lost coin. And rejoices mightily
when He finds us. So, my point was, no matter what we choose to spend ourselves
on, we need to know that we truly belong to God, and He longs to be our true
identity. He finds us, and in that, we find our worth.
It was a short and simple message, and at the end, I did
what we always did while preaching in schools – I gave a salvation call. I
asked if there was anyone in the classroom who wanted to “be found” by God, and
begin to find their value in Him. But I didn’t let them off easily, with a
simple hand-raise. I told them that the Bible says that when we acknowledge
Christ in front of the world, He will acknowledge us in front of the Father.
And so I asked anyone who was serious about coming to Christ
and being “born again” to leave their seats and make their way to the front of
the classroom.
The response was overwhelming, and brought tears to my eyes.
Kids flooded down the already-crowded aisles to be received at the front, and I
led the group in a prayer of repentance for salvation.
It was a triumphant moment in the Kingdom of Heaven, seeing
all those lost coins be found, and we had seen it at many of the schools we’d
gotten to visit.
But, the very moment we said “Amen” to our salvation prayer,
things changed.
All of a sudden, in the background of the classroom, I heard
someone bark “This is not career guidance and counseling!”
Uh-oh.
I turned to see the headmaster of the school, livid and
repeating that phrase over and over. He walked around furiously, ripping from
the hands of the students the booklet on salvation that we’d just distributed.
He accused us of forcing these kids to “convert,” which
struck me as odd because the demographic of the room did not strike me as overtly Muslim,
and clearly, nobody was being forced.
He ordered us to leave, and ordered the students to lay
their booklets in a pile at the front of the classroom. Some of them
reluctantly cast theirs onto the table, only to pick them up on their walk out.
The rest simply snuck them into their pockets and headed for the door.
Class was over, and we were, incidentally, being kicked off
the premises. Whoops.
Our lead missionary and several other personnel headed to
the office of the headmaster to talk things out, while the team and I headed to
out to our bus. Which is when the real fun began, and Henry proved his courage
once again.
The school was in a state of disarray. We were supposed to
be giving a morning session to half the school, and an afternoon session to the
other half. At this point, however, with the school’s leadership up in arms and
our sessions terminated, both halves of the students were released into the
yard in a state of disorientation.
They flooded our bus like teenage girls during the height of
Beatlemania. They wanted the books on salvation that we gave out, and we
started furiously passing them out to the groping hands that clawed at our
windows. We told them to put them away immediately, and read them when they
went home so that their headmaster and teachers wouldn’t see (cool and
subversive, I know).
We started receiving notes from the students, written on
torn-off pieces of loose leaf paper. If I was under any illusion that these
students were only interested in the books for the sake of gleaning free materials
from foreign visitors, these notes showed me that they knew exactly what our
true purpose was in coming to the school.
The notes were astounding and varied. Most of them thanked
us for coming, many of them expressed joy at the fact that they became born
again that day, and hoped that their lives would never be the same. We were
told that we were inspiring, and that we shouldn’t listen to the disgruntled
headmaster, because they were glad we came.
It was overwhelmingly rewarding, as we spoke with kids and
handed out booklets as fast as we could open a new box.
But some team members showed due concern. We were just
passing through this school. We had received the worst of our reprimand in
getting yelled at and kicked out, but we were about to shuttle off and never
come back. These students, however, could not make the same getaway. Would they
be punished for having the books we were giving out? Were we going to be the
very agents and enablers of their suffering under the wrathful headmaster? Were
we basically handing out detention slips and letters of expulsion, or worse
punishment?
We don’t know. I still don’t know.
Maybe I should’ve thought about it more, but all I cared
about was that we got the truth of the Gospel into the hands of these children.
To me, the stakes were so much higher for this school. For others we had
visited, it was clear that most students were Christian, and taught Biblical
values and held worship services on campus. But for the kids of this particular
school, we had no idea whether or not they would have another crack at hearing
the Gospel presented to them like this. The school leadership kept them pretty
sheltered or, more accurately, under lock-and-key. We had broken that barrier,
and had a limited window of time to present Jesus to their hungry hearts.
These thoughts consumed me as I passed out the booklets from
my window, again and again expressing the importance of keeping them secret. I
felt a hand on my arm.
“Can I have some to pass out to students who aren’t here
today, or who are too shy to come up to you?”
I looked to see where the request came from.
It was Henry. Of course.
He had the same smile and gentleness and confidence. I
yelped and embraced him through the bus window. I gave him the remainder of my
stack of booklets.
Holding his hand out the open window, I asked him about what
it was like to be a Christian at this school. He expressed that it wasn’t easy.
The headmaster tried to discourage it and make it nearly impossible for Born
Again students to gather and practice their faith.
I cannot emphasize enough how opposite a case that is from
most of the other schools we toured.
I asked Henry what was to be done about it. He smiled his
award-winning smile and looked at his shoes.
“Do you see that mango tree over there?”
He pointed to shaded area next to the school gate. I nodded.
“Our Scripture Union meets under that tree to pray and read
our Bibles. We keep it as secret as we can.”
I asked him what I already knew. “Are you the leader?”
He smiled bashfully and nodded. What a champion.
The Scripture Union is an institution in most Ugandan
secondary schools. It’s, for all intents and purposes, the Christian Club of
the school. From what I observed in the
schools we visited, the club can range to the height of popularity among the
school population, or be all but dead. Never had I come across a club that was
practically illegal, however.
I thought of my time in high school. As ashamed as I am to
admit this, I was something of a spiritual coward during my high school years.
I wasn’t overtly involved with the one Christian organization on campus, though
it was started by one of my best friends. I wouldn’t be seen at the See You at
the Pole day every fall. I didn’t deny my faith, but I was content to “lead by
example” instead of actually lead when it came to my relationship with Christ. Which is ironic,
because I was pretty a voracious leader in every other respect. It's funny sometimes how you can be ashamed of the thing that is most important to you.
I thought of how important it was for me to make a good
impression on our principal and school administration. Though I didn’t encounter
any overt religious opposition in high school, I cannot say with confidence how
I would’ve handled it. I know what I would like to believe, but I also know
that I was a much different person then than I am now.
Henry, on the other hand, showed no signs of fear.
Actually, I take that back. The only fear that Henry exuded
was the fear of the Lord. His passion burned bright to me in the short time
that I met and got to know him. He struck me, overwhelmingly, as a Moses
character, calling his people to undivided worship and service to the Lord,
even as they were figuratively beaten down and discouraged.
As our leaders joined us, back from being detained in the
headmaster’s office, I suppose, and we made our getaway in our purple bus, I
saw Henry. He was under that mango tree, giving out our booklets, and smiling
that famous smile.
I will never forget that boy. His courage was so complete
that it didn’t seem like intimidating fortitude. It simply seemed like the joy of a
servant who lived to please his Master. It was child-like, quiet, but extremely
powerful.
I don’t know what Henry is going through as a Christian
leader at that school. I don’t know what other religious persecution he will
experience in his life, but I will tell you this: I believe his faith will last
him a lifetime.
Some faith is adopted from parents. Others is accepted
limply as something that “seems nice.” Other faith is strong behind closed
doors, but crumbles in the daylight of opposition. Other faith is only for
show.
But Henry’s faith is a true faith – a faith that stands
against all that comes against it, and lands right-side-up.
Which is exactly
what people like Henry are doing: turning this world right-side-up.
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